bloodworks before hearts' day

re-entry 060506

for a while now, i have been addicted to thinking...

so much have happened and so much is to be thought of.

years before, my compulsion when these thoughts enter my system is to sleep---

it's the best freedom (or escape)i could ever think of.

but now, i have realized i need to wake up (in and out)

to understand my thoughts and if i dont understand my thoughts...

id let it drift like a true sportsman hehehe...

tsk tsk tsk ... for a while now, i have been addicted to thinking...

what a wonderful addiction this is.

(this is how i felt today--- tomorrow, my thoughts would be different--- perhaps).