cry of a weary heart . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .(ballad of an old guitar)

i thought i've forgotten

the very day you and i first met

but i was wrong

'coz i remembered

i remembered

'twas decades ago

when i was tired of what i am

and what i'm doing

you went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

for so long a time i thought

i would not grow tired

i would not grow tired of you

and your caress

of your unfaltering love

for years we shared our joys

our pains and memories

when love you thought was i

and what i do

you went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

how i loved the way 

your fingers stroke my being

the way your head leaned

on my unresponding shoulders

on my unfeeling system

those years you went on loving

and living just for me

you asked for more

and i gave almost everything i can

you went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

i would want to say i love you

to say i do care

the pain is that i can't

'coz i am not made for that

not made for your love

a tear slowly rolled down my cheek

but 'twas unnoticed

you bathed me with your own

tears of despair and sadness

you went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

i hated myself

for not having lips to kiss yours

to tell you things i long

'coz i can't, i am not 

the one you thought i am.

you told me so many things

i do not really understand

you wanted me to feel the burden

i do not really know

you went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

i dream of things

i am not meant of being

to please you but all's a dream

'coz i am not, i am not

meant for you

i asked you once- why me?

you didn't answer, i understand

'coz the voice heard by you

was never understood, will never be

you just went and held me dearly

never ever to let me go

you only heard what you wanted

it is made that way

you only see what you wanted

'coz it is what you want

it is what you want

can't you see i'm growing tired

growing tired of your love?

i am tired of dreaming

and wishing things i am not

and won't be

but you're holding me dearly

never ever to let me go

wake up my dearest

wake up from that slumber

dreams that would just fade

loo at life, life that life

with that someone you can call your own

to someone who could kiss and

wipe your tears away

someone to hold you dearly

never ever to let you go

spare me from life

love, i can not blend

i was never made to be what you want

you want me to be

spare me from your love

from love, from life, let go

spare me from your hold dear

spare me, let me go

for i belong to a world

much different from yours

let me be, let me go.