august longing...

i waited for you dear, where are you now?

i long for your touch, kiss, smile

are they still there...meant just for me?

was i wrong to long for you too much?

was i wrong to control myself when

it is what you wanted me to do

was i wrong to hide, to not to see you?

i wanted to and it is slowly killing me 

and you feared for me to realize...

your love..our love is the killing kind

i prayed for rain to wash my tears away

i prayed for rain to wash my fears away

i prayed for rain to wash me

the whole of me...away

yet the rain have decided not to fall

rain a-hiding me from, miser

too tired to wash other system's pain

i waited for you dear, where are you now?

i'm still longing...for your mere presence

are you still there? be still...be still

let the tears and fears drown me...

let your love...our love kill me.